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~Fix Me~ Chpt.4

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Josh and I both stood up, it was so awkward in the room you could cut it with a knife.

I followed him to the kitchen, arms folded uncomfortably. I sat at a polished dark cherry-wood table.Letting my eyes wander around the room. Quite a sweet place if you ask me. The soft pale cream walls, framed by neatly cut white trimming. Same dark cherry-wood for the cabinets, and a granite flat top stove. Hard wood floor in the dining area and gray and white tiling in the main part of the kitchen. Yet, it had a home quality to it. A secure, used feeling. Of course it didn't look used.

My attention snapped back into focus when Josh said my name;

"Jazz?"

"Yeah?" I responded

"What would you like for breakfast?" he asked.

"I'll have whatever you're having," I added.

Josh shrugged,"Cereal it is."

He poured the corn pops into a bowl and chased it with some milk.

He came over to the table, placing our cereal in front of our seats. Sitting next to me, we ate in silence of our crunching.

Josh stared straight into his bowl, "Um... again, I am really sorry for what I've done. I'm not the smartest teen you've ever met. In fact, I'm not very close to that. I just... seem to do things before I think. I wish I could control it better, but... I don't seem to," He let out a nervous breath.

Taking in what he said, I look down at my lap.

"Don't take this all out on yourself, Josh. Your not the only one to do things without thinking. How do you think I ended up laying on the ground in the rain? I'm not so smart. Plus, you don't really need to apologize. It's not like you hurt me, or scarred me for life, right? Not everything you apologize for, is viewed as a mistake," I trailed off.

He turned his head slightly looking up at me.

"You know, you're different than other girls I meet. A good different," Josh smiled," You're understanding. Thanks."

I smirked, "No need to thank me" I said quietly, my cheeks turning pale pink. How does he make me blush so often?!

He laughed and took the dishes to the sink and ran some hot water.

Josh turned his head and took a glimpse of me,"Do you want to go change back into your clothes while I wash these?"

"Uh, yeah," Giggling nervously I got up and walked back to his room and changed.

Opening the door, I saw Josh leaning against a wall with his hands in his pockets; his hair shadowing his face.

Grinning I called down the hallway,"I'm changed, I folded your clothes and left them on the bed if that's okay-."

He smirked,"That's fine. You want to walk around and find your place? It's supposed to be sunny today"

"Sure! Lets go," I nodded.


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Josh was right, it was sunny today. Vancouver is so beautiful, when it's not raining. It's so green here, it almost looks like a cartoon brought to life.

We were walking through a park, that I at least recognized. My place was somewhere near it. I just can't remember where.

"So, How do you like Vancouver?" Josh proposed.

"It's like my second home. I just wish I could visit more," I acknowledged.

"Second home? You've been here before, haven't you?" he said turning to look at me.

"Yeah, well, My dad grew up here, and I have family here because of it. But I'm not from here. I love BC though," I told him.

"Ah, I see. But if it's your 'second home' how come you don't know your way around here? If you've been here before."

"I haven't been here for more than 5 years. So... Yeah, I wasn't that old then either."

Josh raised his eyebrows playfully,"Well, I guess I'll have to show you around"

I laughed,"Oh, of course you will, but first show me how to get back to my place. then you can."
OH MY JOSH FREAKING RAMSAY sorry for taking SO long to write more. I've been lazy and distracted and lazy and stumped. did I mention lazy? well, yeah. so sorry guys, really.

I'll try to write more. not making any promises so soon this time o_o

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